So today is the first day i started getting homesick...not sure if i am please it took me almost a week or sad it took less then a week. I think part of the reason is the apartment my sister and i are in is REALLY small for 4 people. Works fine for the 2 of us but when my parents start getting on my nerves i have no where to go. At home i could go in another room or go to one of my friends house or if anything it was time for work and i had to leave anyways. Well i don't have that luxery here. I don't have a job as of yet so no where to go and my money is slowly disappearing so i can't even get out of the apt for a little bit to get away from it all. I really don't know how i will last a year or 2 as of this point. I know once i get a job and start making friends here it will be easier but right now i really really miss everyone at home and i really miss my dog...at least at home when i was upset if i really didn't have anyone i would curl up with Iggy and just cry into her fur or at least cuddle with her. I swear a smile or a thump/wag of the tail was the best feeling in the world when you are down in the dumps.
I just keep saying i'll be home in October at the latest to see everyone, and I CAN'T WAIT!!!
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