so I kind of forget I have this, not really surprising there but all the same I wanted to try and keep up with this more. Anyways I just wanted to state a few thoughts I had going on in my head lately. First off I'm not sure how I feel living here. On one hand I LOVE being outside of PA and living and doing something different. But on the other hand, I am not really doing anything while I am here. I found a job YEAH but I work constantly and don't have time to go exploring. I haven't made any friends while I am here, none that I can call up and say hey lets go downtown and walk around. I miss my friends a lot b/c of that. I am in a middle ground on that and don't know how I fully feel about being here. I LOVE living with my sister, it is nice to have someone to come home to and just talk or curl up on the couch and watch a movie or tv.
Another thing I want to say is that my friends at home have been AMAZING! I pretty much up and left them and as much as they all fought me tooth and nail about it, they have been so cool about talking on the phone (and not always texting), and getting together when I have come home. I have already talked about moving back home, don't have an end date yet but it feels nice to know that they have been so supportive and will be there when the move home happens.
Speaking of being supportive, i just want to say how much I love my family! My family seriously ROCKS!!! I went to Myrtle Beach this past weekend to see my dad and play with his friends. A lot of the guys that were there we tailgate with so it was a lot of fun. Got up there on Sat night and just hung out but on Sunday we went to Oscars, which is a Steelers bar there, 
and watched the Steelers beat the Vikings which was AWESOME! I just want to say though that my dad is amazing. It does not matter what I am doing in my life, if i am doing something good or screwing up royally, he has nothing but praise for me. Sometimes I feel like I don't deserve it, especially now when I am working retail and going no where in my career. he just has such love in his eyes when he looks at me, my sister and my mom. It really is one of the coolest feelings in the world! He was always the one that told me when I was in college and couldn't get a job (and my sister had 3 at Mercyhurst) that as long as I was having fun in my life it didn't matter what else was going on. I have tried to apply that to everything. I try not to think about where I am in my life and what i don't have. I know I have the love of my family, some of the bestest friends any girl could ask for, and I am trying to do things in my life that make me happy.
and watched the Steelers beat the Vikings which was AWESOME! I just want to say though that my dad is amazing. It does not matter what I am doing in my life, if i am doing something good or screwing up royally, he has nothing but praise for me. Sometimes I feel like I don't deserve it, especially now when I am working retail and going no where in my career. he just has such love in his eyes when he looks at me, my sister and my mom. It really is one of the coolest feelings in the world! He was always the one that told me when I was in college and couldn't get a job (and my sister had 3 at Mercyhurst) that as long as I was having fun in my life it didn't matter what else was going on. I have tried to apply that to everything. I try not to think about where I am in my life and what i don't have. I know I have the love of my family, some of the bestest friends any girl could ask for, and I am trying to do things in my life that make me happy. Well enough of all of this...going to head out and try to enjoy my life as much as i possibly can!
No comments:
Post a Comment